Overthink = kills.

Hmm, it's about 6.40 pm, and i'm still doing my fucking homework.
Yep, just like my entry that entitled "Overthink = Kills"
Well it really does kill......your mindset....actually...my mindset

I've been thinking this thing for 2 weeks...everytime I'm quiet in my own mind.
"Did my behaviour changed because of them?" "Does he still loves me eventhough I'm not the first person whom he dates?" "Do my face looks pretty? I'm not good enough for him" "Do I still have a 'real friends'?"

It seems like..... I can never be good enough for you (G), or for everybody around me, it makes me feels bad........really bad.
I'm trying my best to be my friend's proud, his proud, my class proud, or my parents' pround, but looks like I can't even find my own pride. So I've been asking to myself, "You think the World dislike you? Well, Think again! Think again!"

I started to think again, about those silly question to myself.........and, well if the world dislike me. Think again, I still have GOD, Allah swt. I'm sure that I believe in Allah, in every way of praying, even when i said some bad words, do bad things, I realized that I was wrong....then I'm praying, to be reminded for not doing those thing again but people are people. People do mistakes, and God Never Wrong.

So.....cheer up, Isma.. ^^
Like one of my deskmate said, "Its not a bad life, it's just a bad day. Chillax!"