Another unrespected moment, I guess?

Hello, November :)

I just saw the calendar.This is the second day of November, and yeah everybody know that this year had flies soooooo-fucking-fast. And i'm like......... "Bro, keep calm......just CALM THE FUCK DOWN dude *talking to a calendar*" #weirdo
Another fact is I just got a new year calendar from a medical store at one of the shopping mall in Surabaya.



Enough with the preface and stuffs, back to the topic and this is going to be the saddest edition ever......

Lately, I often cry because some little thing I don't even understand why it always happened to me. I bold the sentence because.... yes, it is always happened to me. I know I know...... you guys must be wondering what is actually happened to me, right?

BULLIED. UNRESPECTED.

Seems like, noone cares about "HOW TO RESPECT PEOPLE"
Yesterday (1/11), after I did my group interview with Pak Syamsu at Ismuba for about......only 30 mins because Nalmy had to see Ghopy, then I went out, and sat around my friends (i guess.....) and talk about shit and stuffs, whatever I almost forgot what I talked about. And then Pak Syamsu went out too from Ismuba
He grabbed out a ball made of stereofoam, cover with some black plakban(?)

Pak Syam: Ini lho bola... *shows the ball out from his jacket pocket*
Me: Wah liat dooong paaaak *grabbed the ball*

And then...... this is the fucking part:

Ohne: Sini siiiniii abiiiii >< *grabbed, and throw it at me, hard*
Me: JANGKRIK..... *mbatin: cok raimu asu dipikir poo nek nguncal*
Afida: *grabbed the ball* *throw again at me*
Me: JANGKRIK
Pak Syam: Heh sudah sudah, minta maaf sana,.... *when I looked at him*
Afida: Maaf ya isma... *she shook my hand*
Me: Iya iya *With fucking dont care face*

AFTER THAT??
I lost my respect to them, at first I always joined their groups when I want to dhuhur pray at the musholla. But now? THEIR FUCKING ATTITUDE THAT I DON'T LIKE MAKE ME FEEL.......wtf, I regret, I should make friends whose attitude is good and not wild like them -_- #sorrynotsorry

Yaudin lah,
LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS PERFECT. :)